Like a game of Solitaire

My peoples o,
However many you guys are, lol
So you must be wondering what kind of nonsense heading that is
Some of you might also be wondering why I'm blogging when I have 6 exams to go
(BTW...my exams were 8 and not 7...I've done 2, 6 to go
so for those praying, pls adjust your prayers accordingly!)
lol...i know, I kill myself!

Truth is, I'm wondering why I'm blogging too
I'm feeling very guilty "wasting my time here"
but its all good, I'll do anything for my readers

So I went out last night, it was kina impromptu
My friend, H, called me up and said she wanted to go get a few drinks
I told her me and alcohol don't gree well
so she opted for just dinner
we went out to eat but somehow ended up at a lounge
it was fun, a bunch of people were out
and we were just cracking up and making jokes
also caught up on some rumors and noticed a lot of people don't like each other in this school

Anyway, the reason of my topic
I was trying to study last night when Ajala called
we hadn't talked in a while and I was just thinking about him when he called...weird
I was in a "deep" mood when he called
and it took him over an hour to try to figure out what I was being "deep" about
So i told him...but he didn't believe me

BTW...that game Solitaire is a game from the devil (spider solitaire to be exact)
players beware!
As in, I spend so much time playing that stupid game, its ridiculous
Funny thing is that the game is really boring
but I like it coz I don't have to use any brain power when I'm playing it
so it helps me think and relax
maybe a bit too much

So this is what I learnt from the game:
I have since graduated to the 2 suit level
and I noticed that sometimes I would play and a game and not win it
then I would pick the option that says "restart this game"
and for the most part when I played that same game over
I would still not win it
but when I opted for a new game, I had a fair chance of winning
so I thought about it
Life is kind of like that
We are human beings...and for the most part we do what is best for us
So sometimes we make decisions
that in 20/20 hindsight vision we wish we did things differently
but we're only able to feel that way because we have more information and already know the outcome
but chances are, just like the game of spider solitaire, if we were able to start the "game" over
with the same cards...
we would probably still make the same decisions
because that was the best we could do with the cards we were dealt at the current time
I guess my message here is learn from your mistakes
but don't spend time regretting your decisions
because you did the best you could at the time
with the cards you were dealt!

So have fun guys... and live a guilt free life
And always remember, aunty Saint T loves you
but Jesus loves you more
out!